So the natural question is: what is this and why am I
doing it?
What I will try to do is write about a page or so (which I seem
to remember from English class, that's about 250 handwritten
words) each day, probably about a particular subject. These will
be my personal observations and opinions, not necessarily right
or wrong, but mine.
Why am I doing this? That's a harder question. Maybe
it's
attention, maybe I want people to read this and find it
entertaining (althouth why that should be, since I don't
advertise my personal web site, I just don't know). I suppose I
could start with a little anecdote that might explain my thinking
better.
When I was in eighth grade, attending middle school in
Sacramento, California, my English teacher made us write in a
journal. Each day we would come in and write for ten minutes, at
least a page, on anything we wanted. Nobody was going to read
this, none of it would be graded (other than the fact that you
wrote something). As she explained it, this was a chance for us
to be creative, practice writing, and maybe find out a little
more about ourselves.
Well, some people took it seriously, some took it not so
seriously, I was somewhere in between. Back then I had nothing I
wanted to put down in writing, so I started this little two-page
D&D magazine (that was *the* role-playing game back then) wherein
I wrote short scenarios, campaign stories, descriptions of
monsters, classes, magic items, anything that came to mind in
those ten minutes. At the end of the year I had quite a lot of
material, mostly rather juvenile and worthless today, but I think
it did help me a little back then.
So why am I writing this (again back to the question)?
Today, as
in those days so long ago, I think I need to practice writing.
There are so many people who can't write properly, can't spell
worth a darn, can't communicate in the written form (and I may be
one of them). The more you write the better you get, so here I
am.
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As a second objective, I need to express my creative
side by
writing what comes to mind. In the past few years, I've come to
the opinion that we, as a society, need to encourage creativity
and creative endeavors. You can teach people how to read, how to
write, how to communicate, how to express themselves. But you
can't teach creativity. People have to want to create to be
creative.
For better or worse, I've stopped being critical of
other
people's creative endeavors. Well, that's not quite right. I've
stopped being *publicly* critical. People can write poetry,
songs, stories, whatever, and whether I like it or not, I will
say a few good things and encourage that kind of work. Sometimes
I try to be subtle about what a person can improve, but I won't
knock them down (exception: close friends). I believe a bad
writer can improve, but not if they're scared to write for fear
of ridicule.
A third reason why I'm going to do this is it'll help me
reflect
on who I am. Introspection is something that I've always avoided.
There are so many things bottled up and hidden inside me. Now is
as good a time as any to get to know myself better. Self-
actualization or whatever it's called.
I can't think of any other reasons right now, but I'm
sure there
are a few others lurking somewhere. In the end, I'm doing this
for me. Putting it up on my website is just an excuse to make
myself do it. I don't think anyone else will ever read these
pages (well, I can think of one or two people), but if you are
reading this, don't you have anything better to do?
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