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Here I am all dressed up. The wedding is over and now we're back at Aunt Juana's for the Tea Ceremony. I think this was a Catholic wedding, and although there was a fair amount of talking and several stand up then sit down routines, it wasn't nearly as long and tedious as I had suspected. It was actually quite pleasant and all the formality and seriousness really made the wedding feel much more... adult than the last three weddings I've been to.

Too many people in the house, and almost nobody that I know. So I've retreated to a bedroom where I can be alone for a while. I should go down and meet people but it's just too much for me. I tend to just hover and not talk, sort of staying in the periphery of conversations. And that's no way to be... The reception is at 18:00 so I've got a few hours to kill. I should try to use this time to get a few things done.
Darn, I fell asleep. And then my dad wakes me and tells me to go downstairs to eat. Roast pig and lots of other foods for lunch. People talking and taking pictures -- I missed the Tea Ceremony. Hustle and bustle as the wedding party leaves for Queen Elizbath Park to take pictures. I feel like a fifth wheel. Still have a few hours to kill...

The reception was wonderful and hopefully I'll remember enough to write about it tomorrow. I am happy for Christina and Cesar -- happier than I was for my friends when they got married. Being here a week and spending time with relatives and I realize that blood is important. I'm also intensely jealous. Not the kind of jealous where I want bad things to happen to them, but the kind of jealousy that makes me realize that I truly want that kind of life and happiness.
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